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“Lor Menari…Means you have pretty eyes. It’s Na’vi, the avatar language?”

Remember when we,

Got in all sorts of trouble side by side?

Remember when we,

Sat up all night playing Guitar Hero?

Remember when you,

Sat awake with me if I couldn’t sleep?

Remember when I,

Would walk into your room, and scream your name, even if you weren’t there?

Remember when I,

Ran away from your friends house cause you guys wanted my money?

Remember when we,

Went to Hero Street Park at 6am with Nick and found a bunch of stuff?

Remember when I,

Confided in you, with everything?

Remember when you,

Held me that New Years, when I couldn’t do anything but shake and cry?

Remember when you,

Got me in trouble with my dad, even though you didn’t mean to?

Remember when I,

Got in trouble for leaving with you?

I remember all of this. And I want to add more to this list. I can’t wait until your home, big brother. I miss you so much. <3

Lifeless,

I just got my throat slit.

I guess we know now.

I guess this is it.

The end of the road.

The final judgment.

I sit back and wonder,

“Where has my life went?”

It’s too late now,

Too late to repent.

Father, Before me, You say.

“My child, Your life is riddled with Sin.”

A simple response from me,

“Where have you been?”

You chuckle, And retort,

“Right, Anyways. Where to begin?”

I don’t think I’ve ever been so upset.

You just crossed your arms over your chest.

I sighed and you stared,

“Samantha, did you really do your best?”

Of course I didn’t,

Before I was laid to rest,

My last thoughts weren’t,

“Did I pass the ultimate test?”

I ponder your question,

Answer,”Yes.”

You scowl,

“You shouldn’t lie.”

I chuckle now,

“What’s is matter, doesn’t change what happens after I die.”

You glare “It could’ve, you had a chance to fly.”

“So what now?” I ask

“Your time is up,

You’ve had your turn,

Continue on,

It’s time to burn,

In a fire made of forever,

Your sinful ashes unfit for an urn.”

I knew this was coming,

What can I say?

Now I sit here in hell,

Burning through another day.

Now I dance with the Devil.

I guess I finally found my way.

So.. Some shit has hit the fan since I last wrote on tumblr.

I’m single.

I still love him.

He’s dating one of my “best” guy friends.

Whatever. t-.-t

I’ve been in and out of crying for the past few days.

Fml.

It kept me awake last night.

Cause it’s really hard to sleep when you hear nothing but deep, ugly, sobs coming from yourself.

So, yeah.

Fuck.

This.

Shit.

Yo.

1.. 2.. 3.. Baby, you can’t play your tricks on me. I’ve learned to well All you’ve got to sell.Trust me honey, It’s not worth the money. You cause more than you cost. Makin’ girls think that without you, they’re lost. Left all the other girls blind as can be. I’m the only one left who can see. That You were never what was best forme.‌

‎-I love you. ♥

We’ve been through a lot.

You taught me that I don’t need someone to be happy.

You taught me that life isn’t just about me.

You taught me that friends should be forever, not just for a day.

You taught me what it’s like to love someone.

And you taught me that life is going to push you, but you’ll always h ave someone behind you.

Thank you, so much.

Angel Damion Torres, I could find a million ways to thanks you, but this is the best one…